This is a video of Elias when he turned 22 years old. For some reasons he had been enjoying Minttuviina and had it accidentally at his nasal cavities. in this video he seems slightly intoxicated and asking his friends for help and a handkerchief, but they failed to answer his desperate calls for help.

After all, our addictions are our owns to defeat. Usually we switch for another addiction and for me, after alcohol I found weed. And I loved it. I loved it for many days and years and finally had a longer break. After my tolerance had dropped for a few weeks I decided to have a try and entered into an alternative reality, all by myself. This lasted for a while but I eventually figured out my way out of it with the help of my friends, relatives and therapists.

This website is partially about my own healing process from my own specific fears and/or traumas. To each our own and it seems to withheld about traumas too. Sometimes it’s hard to understand each other if our personal experiences are so far from each other. The spectrum of the worst and the best things that’ve ever happened to us is unmeasurable but we can come together and find peace in the emotional level when we accept that we can still understand each others emotions, even though the levels and magnitudes of our experiences may vary.

This is me now. I’m feeling better 🙂